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2012-12-17

Silence. Just give me the reason to stay alive.

Posted by thedeadwholives in Be temos

Oh God. No. Seriously? What the heck is happening? I don’t even know how to explain. And I don’t wanna look like a naive person, but it’s just… I don’t know. I’m not okay. It’s been a hard time recently. Really Hard. I’ve done things to myself. I even wouldn’t be here anymore if it wouldn’t be for a little coincidence. It is the time when I am blind to anything or anyone. And now it’s like…I’ve opened my eyes. Just when I realised there’s gotta be something more for me out there. And I’ve started to change my attitude. And things started to happen. There’s just this one guy from my course on whom I have a crush. For three months. All this time I’ve been thinking that he could never look at the girl like me. He’s perfect and me…well, I’m just me. But there’s something happening. Yet I don’t know what exactly. So I’m not telling anything.

One more thing I’ve realised. It’s okay not to be okay. It’s okay to be this way. To be sad. I don’t have to forse myself to make smiles. Or laugh. No more. I am just me now. Sad. Depsessed. BUT. When I’ll smile, they’ll know it’s for real. I’ll take little things from life. Day after day. Like that day when this course mate made my day with just a few simple things. I was smiling for the rest of the day. I even wanted to dance! Remember, the best things in life come free to us. And I take those. And I smile. And I know, I believe, that one day I will finally feel happy. I just need to wait for it.

And stay strong

I am a fighter.

The Dead Who Lives.

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  2.    Bronius iš Antazavės said,

    on Gruodis 19th, 2012 at 17:05

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