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Somewhere in the echo


Stranger inside.

Posted by thedeadwholives in Be temos

Have you ever got that feeling when you look in the mirror and you don’t know what you see anymore? I get that every morning. Every afternoon. Every evening. I don’t know who I am no longer.
It started off when the most important man in my life told me this thing. “You know,-said he,-when you’re with me, you’re one person, but when we hang out with friends, you become someone else. Someone I don’t know.” “That’s what it is. I have so many masks, so many faces, that so I don’t even know which one is the real me. Darling, I don’t know WHO I AM.”-answered I. And this is completely true. I’ve lost myself to the Show. The Show, that’s called life. I’ve been trying to fit in everywhere I’d go so hard, that I’ve lost the real me somewhere behind. I can be the niciest girl you’ve ever seen, but a second later I can be the biggest bitch you’ve ever seen. I can play depressed. I can fake I’m happy. I can be clever. I can be stupid as fuck. I can be anyone. But when the time comes, and I look at myself in the mirror and the question “who am I TODAY?” raises itself…I don’t know what to answer… “Myself”-I say, but I don’t know how to do that. I try to look inside, but…there’s nothing there. Emptyness and cold, and dark. I feel like a piece of meat with brain sometimes. And here another jorney of my life begins - up on my feet to find myself again. Up on my feet to find out who I and what I’m yet to be. I’m not alone on this. I have the person I love. And I’ll be just fine.


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